
I have a strong footing. I have a history in Dang. I was all set to resign from my position in the Nepali Congress (Democratic) when I was still in CIAA custody. But, Jaya Prakash Prasad Gupta had warned that our resignation could worry our workers. He suggested that we should resign only after we were released by the commission. I was convinced and after my release, I met Deuba and told him that I was sick and needed a break. I also suggested that the central committee of the party had to be reorganised.
I left for India. But, when I came back I found that our central committee had been converted into zonal coordinator. I had serious reservations about it because the move had reduced my role and position. I requested Deuba for reconsideration but he did not seem interested. So, I resigned from the position of general secretary and decided to rejoin Nepali Congress.
Deuba has always complained that Koirala did injustice to him. But, now when Deuba himself is the boss, he has been repeating the same mistakes Koirala made. Perhaps he had learnt them from him. Deuba may have contributed to the restoration of democracy. But now that democracy needs to be brought back on track, I don't think Deuba can shoulder that responsibility. I have always been a close associate of Girija Prasad Koirala, I was with him after the restoration of multiparty democracy. In due course of time, we developed some differences and I chose to go my own way. But I never deserted him. It was he who abandoned me.
After Koirala resigned from the position of prime minister, I had to make a choice between Sushil Koirala and Sher Bahadur Deuba as candidate for the parliamentary party leader. I went for Deuba. Now I am back to the Girija camp because I believe that Nepal's democracy is in peril due to Deuba. My differences with Koirala are about policy matters.