1. The gun had a need now
to be fired. It had a will to be taken in hand
It had a power among many
to lead them together. It had binding force
It was the rule maker, the rule breaker
Son of the stone in hand that raises man above man
A sun-king shadowing all
Taxing the air, demanding of the earth
a relentless harvest. O, the long flowing rivers
bled dry. Ah, the un-gathered bones
Hung! Spent are the lives?
Hung! Spent are the seeds?
?everlasting
2. And so the historians
like accountants,
and the accountants
like historians
keeping all in place,
in neat little rows,
tidying up for their un
approachable
masters, who table
round, licking
fingers, snapping
ribs, tossing
coins? (from tongue
to tongue ?a universal Babel,
Hate, the gold standard)
weigh their course:
?a prior obligation ?a future obliteration
No telling other than theirs
No accounting but this
3. And so
to forestall the future,
by way of the dead,
we are told
(# of deaths) X (possibility for change)
(nature of man)
=s
(what happens now)
Flogging the innate
goodness of man, those intent
on applying this formula,
have inferred: Only the Rulers rule
The constant in their equation
is impunity. The constant in their equation
is impunity.
4. Read it this way (THREE VOICES)
In three columns down the page
1. ..was killed
2. kill..
3. fill in the name
alternating 1/ 3
2/ 3 like that till the names
are exhausted
Adding to them each day
Each hour, each
minute, if need be
Set it to the street-
borne contrapuntal beat of Victory!
and Death!,
droning the names of the fallen
?was killed/ kill?
?was killed/ kill?
was killed Beena
Kill Beena
was killed Hari
Kill Hari
Barely keeping up,
barely catching our breath,
(making sense of it all
...was killed/ Kill? )
with no end
In sight
Wayne Amtzis is a poet, photographer,
and long-time resident of Nepal.